We do not judge the people we love.

I am leaving this one behind. 


new username is bec_whore

fitting? lmao.


if you want to know what i think, go for it. 

I love finding quotes I live by.



So you failed. Wanna be really great? Have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them all wonder why you're still smiling.


AND GUESS WHERE I WAS INVITED.


St. Pete Pride Parade. Fuck to the yes. So excited.


 

Another  serious talk.


I love bisexuality (just watched a movie about lesbian lovers)


"Why do you have to be so cool? My life would be a lot easier if you weren't so cute."


I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT ANYONE. I love you all so so much. Too much.



I hope you dream of a labyrinth laced with love. :)

 So I woke up at six forty five, after a sleepless night, for work. I got up, showered and chugged a Carnation Instant Breakfast. I got to work at a beautiful time and kicked myself into happy mode. I was cheery, and having fun, looking forward to the day.


Then I wallked into the office to see my mom and she says "Do you want to go home, we are overbooked." 


Then I walked to Target and realized what a fat lard I am and that I need to fix that, along with many other things.


So now I am home, tired, and quite frankly, upset. 





For days prior to this. My birthday was amazing, all of my friends are amazing, and I am very happy. My bunny died ( which continues to make me bawl. ) Applebee's was incredible as usual, and Camel made me the most coolest Guess Who game ever. Claire made me an awesome card, which showed my life in the future :). Sarah managed to find me some Ed Hardy Temp. Tats. Which is super sweet. Many other things I cannot think of now. But. Awesome birthday. Hooray. 



I hope you dream of a bicycle ride in the fall,
I hope you dream of euphonious colors,
I hope you dream of a lavished lifestyle,
I hope you dream of magical creatures that can fly and sing,
I hope you dream of delicious dinners hosted by a close friend,
I hope you dream of a paradise in the Mediterranean inhabited by a lost civilization,
I hope you dream of a night that never ends,
I hope you dream of flowers lined up with scents of the heavens,
I hope you dream of dogs that can talk and are very compassionate,
I hope you dream of bears.



LOL. Some people can make me smile a whole lot.

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you 
 

Even though it rips off one of my favorite movies, lol, I think I like this song a lot. Damn it! 


Last night I had a loonngg serious talk. 


Tomorrow I will be getting presents for living another year. :)

 

 

I want to see Dave Matthews Band!!!!

I am pissed.


I am pissed, I am upset, I am confused. And guess what? 


I have absolutely no right to be.


Damn fucking Karma gets me every time.

Tell me how you've never felt
Delicate or innocent



I can't sleep. 


But I am very happy.


Birthday in 7 days... which isn't making sense right now. Maybe it will when I wake up.


All the things she said...


I am having one of those moments where I feel like everything is going to work out perfectly. I feel like my dreams can come true, and I am going to be fine the way I am. I just have to live, and do what I want. Take chances, and have fun. And that feels good.

We met, it seems, such a short time ago
You looked at me - needing me so
Yet from your sadness
Our happiness grew
And I found out I needed you too
I remember how we used to play
I recall those rainy days
The fire's glow
That kept us warm
And now I find - we're both alone
Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be

 

Damn Fox and the fucking Hound. Kills me. (didn't cry.)


EDIT: 

"Copper, you're my very best friend."
"And you're mine too Todd."
"And we'll always be friends forever, right?" 
"Yeah, forever."


BAHHHH... so sad. Why is this movie sooo so so sad? Oh my Jesus.

 Said, if you want to call me baby
Just go ahead, now
And if you like to tell me maybe
Just go ahead, now
And If you wanna buy me flowers
Just go ahead, now
And if you like to talk for hours
Just go ahead, now


WHEEE.

:D

 Nightschool. OK... so...easy peasy, for one. Fun, two. Extremely way too long, but oh well because the football and basketball team are practicing which can either be extremely sexy or so gross it's funny. 

Work. Still fun, crowded and whatever.

In between time, hanging out, and doing whatever. 

And I am joyous, aside from the three texts today that I blew off. 


Sweetness...
It's just a matter of taste.
I wish we were not misplaced.
You only quote these lines,
But I'll be fine.
I'll only recite mine
Until I'm gone with out a trace.
It's just a matter of time.